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[late afternoon]

dec 13th post on sea

December 13th. 4:33pm

Almost exactly 24 hours (and 3 mins) since we set sail from Jacksonville, FL.
So far. . .
There are mostly black people and white people. No Asians, except really old people or families with really young kids.
Mostly middle class, you can tell.
The food does not compare to the food I’ve eaten with Eugene in Boston.
Nowhere near it.
They had wine tasting for $10, but even without it, I feel tipsy onboard so why bother?
I feel like a bulimic. After I eat, about everything I ate, I throw up. Sea-sickness sucks.
I made a conclusion--- being stuck in the sea, being stranded on sea would be my greatest nightmare. I don’t know why I didn’t see it coming, me getting sick and all..OH I KNOW. The rents told me , “oh the ship is really big! You won’t feel the ocean current!”

I’ve learned something about myself. I don’t ask enough questions.
THE OCEAN IS MASSIVE COMPARED TO THE SHIP!
Of course, the ocean will win.
Lesson learned.
Here is the carnival plan.

Saturday: Depart at 4:30pm
Sunday: Day on the sea
Monday: Nassau, Bahamas
Tuesday: Private Island
Wednesday: Day on the sea.
Thursday: back on land.

I’m hungry now.
Everyone is sleeping.
I slept since lunch(which consisted of 2 soft-served ice cream cones and lemonade)

Daily bible study:
Philippians

God’s love is like an ocean, and we are sinking.
As massive as this boat is…the ocean is so much greater.
As big of a person/as successful as we make ourselves to become, the world is so much greater.
As big as this world may seem to be, our God is SOO much greater.
He created us and He created this world. Our God reigns.
We can’t lose sight of how insignificant we are to God, we’re even small as a speck in this world. Birds are even less significant than we are-yet, our heavenly father feeds them. So why worry about tomorrow and what tomorrow will bring, when we know our God is ultimately in control? And that our God is a loving God who loves us, a speck in the universe. He loves us tremendously, he calls us His sons and daughters, the insignificant us. He shows grace to us, showing our significance to Him. How merciful is our God? So great.

merry.christmas

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shVB_KXpNqc

im untitling.

thoughts,

current
frustration:essayrevising

past days after cruise
watched AVATAR with hc, great movie.
late night dining
The day I was about to go up to boston, i went to the post office
yeahyeah i might have seen mike captein.

But more importantly, i saw Mrs. Clarkson.

it was an amazing feeling. i cried.

up in boston, cleaned, stuffed my car, ate dinner with eugene, saw roberta, with late night talking with shellie. headed home around 12:30am, came home around 2:30am. didn't wake up till 1pm. great there goes my day.

I saw Natalya. She was really, really glad to see me. And so was I.

last night
made dinner for the boys
late night studying at borders, where we first met
we kissed under the rain. i didn't hold back.
bought two books
admitted & confessed
"You are a good guy"....

my day agenda
church service
visiting ms. cindy
hcdf drunk at 3:30pm
dinner for hkuncle's bday
woorim opa came. jdsn. ever more charming
KEVIN THAI and gf at buffet!

I am not a good writer. Though I can definitely pretend to be.

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6:33am.
i'm so tired. i want to sleep.
no, i still have a paper to write. ef-you-see-kay.

meeting with ms monique

ksa ideas

vendors.
bubble tea
redmango something?
post events on student union events.
publicize k-nite show right when we come back on campus.
k-nite posters, make them flashy! design them.
kimbop day
fundraisers fundrasiers fundraisers!!
creep up on other ksa shows and ideas!
ask hyunsik/anyone in korea to bring back something cheap that we can fundraise with.
>>>>>
by the time we come back, make a poster full of events leading up to k-nite??????

invite BUKSA for takchoom?

ukelele

so many opportunities are opened to you..if you have a high gpa.
.....
iwant one.psych bleh. done.

orgo in less than 8 hours. I guess I'll only be napping. ugh.

things i need to do before i leave:

• do laundry
• clean room: sparkling clean
• throw away junk
• pack clothes!
• throw away food that will go bad
• swiffer and vacuum room
• bring KSA binder!
• don't forget retainer!!
  

things i need to do at home:

• study orgo
• go to the gym everyday
• buy groceries: salad, tomatoes, own cooking things.
  
• learn to cook more korean food from mom
  
• look over ksa culture shows from other schools
• plan out k-nite
• email jiyun her fan dance list.
• email modern dance lister.
  
• take nabi to vet
• go to dr. gund.
  
• pay for emt
• study for emt test!
• contact david choi in january!
• plan out events for ksa
  

things i want to do at home:

• nyc with sujin
• nyc with maggie, see a ballet
• go snowboarding
• buy snowboarding boots and binding
  
• send xmas cards