merry.christmas

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shVB_KXpNqc

im untitling.

thoughts,

current
frustration:essayrevising

past days after cruise
watched AVATAR with hc, great movie.
late night dining
The day I was about to go up to boston, i went to the post office
yeahyeah i might have seen mike captein.

But more importantly, i saw Mrs. Clarkson.

it was an amazing feeling. i cried.

up in boston, cleaned, stuffed my car, ate dinner with eugene, saw roberta, with late night talking with shellie. headed home around 12:30am, came home around 2:30am. didn't wake up till 1pm. great there goes my day.

I saw Natalya. She was really, really glad to see me. And so was I.

last night
made dinner for the boys
late night studying at borders, where we first met
we kissed under the rain. i didn't hold back.
bought two books
admitted & confessed
"You are a good guy"....

my day agenda
church service
visiting ms. cindy
hcdf drunk at 3:30pm
dinner for hkuncle's bday
woorim opa came. jdsn. ever more charming
KEVIN THAI and gf at buffet!

I am not a good writer. Though I can definitely pretend to be.

facebook trick

THE FACEBOOK TRICK: Press up,up, down, down, left, right, left, right, b, a, Enter key, then right click then press up and down and then esc...magic circles will appear
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6:33am.
i'm so tired. i want to sleep.
no, i still have a paper to write. ef-you-see-kay.

meeting with ms monique

ksa ideas

vendors.
bubble tea
redmango something?
post events on student union events.
publicize k-nite show right when we come back on campus.
k-nite posters, make them flashy! design them.
kimbop day
fundraisers fundrasiers fundraisers!!
creep up on other ksa shows and ideas!
ask hyunsik/anyone in korea to bring back something cheap that we can fundraise with.
>>>>>
by the time we come back, make a poster full of events leading up to k-nite??????

invite BUKSA for takchoom?

ukelele

so many opportunities are opened to you..if you have a high gpa.
.....
iwant one.psych bleh. done.

orgo in less than 8 hours. I guess I'll only be napping. ugh.

things i need to do before i leave:

• do laundry
• clean room: sparkling clean
• throw away junk
• pack clothes!
• throw away food that will go bad
• swiffer and vacuum room
• bring KSA binder!
• don't forget retainer!!
  

things i need to do at home:

• study orgo
• go to the gym everyday
• buy groceries: salad, tomatoes, own cooking things.
  
• learn to cook more korean food from mom
  
• look over ksa culture shows from other schools
• plan out k-nite
• email jiyun her fan dance list.
• email modern dance lister.
  
• take nabi to vet
• go to dr. gund.
  
• pay for emt
• study for emt test!
• contact david choi in january!
• plan out events for ksa
  

things i want to do at home:

• nyc with sujin
• nyc with maggie, see a ballet
• go snowboarding
• buy snowboarding boots and binding
  
• send xmas cards

oneLOVE dinner

CornerstONE love 09 reunion dinner

calling roberta so she wouldn't forget...again.

our awkward faces

we smile awkward smiles

<3

"i can't complain"

i lied.
yesterday.
it.
snowed.

good morning.
6ppl in my car including me: 한빛, theo, paul, yoojin, gloria.
phil couldn't drive there, but he drove back.
after service +faith and sean.
Today's sermon: Don't complain. who are we to complain? The Jews when crossing the red sea, when God split it in half so they could escape from the Egyptians...many of them were probably complaining about the mud, ruining the shoes, getting their clothes dirty...looking down...if they only looked up, saw the miraculous work of God...only would they then realize how insignificant and foolish their complaints were. It was a powerful message by pastor eugene.

after service, i wrote steph a card.
eugene says she reminds him of me and vice a versa.
lunch date with dasom on friday. DONT FORGET.
sdt potluck sucked. no food.

isupport.stephaniekim

Ephesians 6:10-20 says:

¹⁰Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. ¹¹Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. ¹²For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. ¹³Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. ¹⁴Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, ¹⁵and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. ¹⁶In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. ¹⁷Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. ¹⁸And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

expected snow..bs.

...

FAIL...take two.

tis cold still.

this morning: Fencing match @Brandeis
Finally saw SeanN fence and saw MikeyRoh!
my favorite boys.
This made my day.
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Navitch.

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this is way too much sriram.

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suite240 artwork

Title: "Wedding" by natedavidoff


"spawning mushy"-amychung

Bella Sante

..was AMAZING.
12pm appointment in Wellesley.
Hot rock Massage-175
Facial-90
Tip-40
Gift from Eugene 250 well spent.
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Tomorrow Fencing meet at Brandeis.
See sean fence!
Mikeyroh will be there too.
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brunch with Dasom?
Dinner with Eugene@emmas

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Encounter@8pm
jeremiah
....
me calling phil peter has made our relationship funnier.
andrewrhim is way cooler than me. though he might argue otherwise.
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hy.was nice to me today.
Called to invite for dinner.
S is still bitter.I feel it.
It felt like how we were last year.
Even just telling me to call after I was done with "study session"
regardless..made it felt like last year.
I wonder how the card was interpreted.
It was concise.
Completely to the point.
Was appreciated.
Possibly friendship restored?
"Thanks so much Jan...kkkk for yesterdays surprise.
Still Thank you."
About meeting with Monique.
"Still tell me though".
Felt like he had my back.
....
Eugene's sister.
Immediate surgery needs to be done.
May be cancerous.
If attached to ovaries, then the ovaries has to be completely removed...
Leaves possibility to no kids.
Eugene is having a hard time.
I wish I could help him more.
....
Sjh didn't go to dinner.
Made her go to surprise party last night.
She liked it.
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Sleep or not to sleep. That is the question.
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Giving dachem massage makes me uncomfortable.
Can't tell him that somehow.
His latest text:
"I'm good to you because you 1. have an awesome personality 2. have a great smile 3. I'm expecting another massage and korean food"

am i that great?

global village-korea

Korean musicians come together for a cause. "VIVA GLAM" by MAC
There are in total 10 musician teams who participated in this ‘Viva Glam’ photoshoot – Kim TaeWoo, Bada, Park JungAh, Baek Ji Young, Brown Eyed Girls, Ivy, In Sooni, Clazziquai, Jaurim Kim YoonAhn-Kim Hyung Gyu and Tiger JK-Yoon MiRae.

Photoshoot was aimed to bring awareness to the public about AIDS

1:39amfriday

break down of my most productive day. again.

9:00am wake up call
9:12am snoozer on. feed the cat
12:12pm bedhead wakes up. slid out of bed
1:00pm started revising brother's essay
8:00pm FLASHFORWARD ep11 (wrote card.hardest things to write)
9:00pm ksa eboard meeting
10:00pm eboard meeting ends
11:30pm~drove over to bohyun unnie's place for hyunsik's surprise
persuaded sujin to come.
Modern dance decided: "honey"-jyp
Tectonic idea: kids in the dance are going to be in the crowd..and have them
stand up when the music starts one by one. Then entering all together onstage.
12:30am came back to suite
1:47am blogging about my day as I lie on Shellie's bed.

productive.i.am.

"honey"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHtrC2PT4Hg

"tectonic"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-v6WYw5qMjA&feature=fvsr

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his card.

_____,

happy 21st birthday.
This marks the year I've known you.
It sucks we've been too busy for each other this semester.
Soon to be seniors, we'll be busier than ever.
Let's not let that be an excuse for our friendship.
Enjoy your birthday.

Best,
Jan

His last year present.

midnight buffet

My friends have no idea how much better position they are than to me.
God I don't understand the message you're trying to teach me.
I don't understand why I feel like the sore thumb...again.
I can't begin to express.
I feel like I try hard.
Dad says God will sees my hard ethic.
Jesus came to this world poor, without status, without looks, without anything but trust in God that everything through Him will be provided.
WWJD.
..not in my particular situation I guess.
After failure after failure, how am I to continue to walk?
With all the weight of the world on his shoulders..the weight of sin
while people were cursing at him, even those he might have healed, how did he look upon them with mercy and forgiveness? He KNEW they didn't know any better.
What is with the human race how we tend to believe we know where we are in the world, as to what our functions are? We seek things to stability. But God tells us as Christians, our lives will forever be unstable.
How did he walk to his crucifixion?
Ultimately, God is the ruler of this world.
OUR GOD DELIVERS.

Forgive me Lord for I am still young and learning about you and myself in this world.
You continue to break me. For that I should be thankful.
It's tough to be here.
Occasionally, more often lately..I feel like a 4 year old in the dark, in the rain, not knowing where I am and where I should go. I feel no one understand me or will understand me as much as you will. I have to learn to be patient with myself first.
Lord give me strength.